I've counted at least four warnings today, three the day before.
I dont know how long its gonna be before its not just warnings anymore and actually full blown seizures during the day. I'm praying nothing will happen in the exams tomorrow because the seizures are getting more physical.
I almost fell out of bed this morning with one, then almost had one in the kitchen making breakfast and then almost had one in the shower.
They always manage to take over when I'm drowsy or asleep.
I dont really even have anyone to talk to about it, and I wont tell my parents about them getting worse I dont want to worry them. I'll tell them when, if, they get really bad.
Well, I suppose I could speak to Euan, he had it when he was little but grew out of it.
But my case is so fucking abnormal, its unreal. First it was normal seizures, then spasming, then shaking, then freezing unable to move and after that fucking sleep walking.
They dont even know what caused it in the first place! No one in my family had it, never.
maybe I'm just doomed to be a fuck up forever.